on to the next

Its funny how relationships can be formed through a single person. Alot of times friends start off as people that have never met and probably never would had it not been for one single person they have in common. I've been seeing myself as that one person SO much more lately and I have no idea how to feel about it sometimes. I question myself whether im just having a feeling of jealously but I dont think so.

The type of people and relationship that in which those people have what each other seems to be the deciding factor with how I feel about it. Friends meeting other friends and becoming friends has never really caused much internal anything with me; but it seems that its the people that i've been intimate with is where it goes haywire inside of me. I dont know what it is about past females that have been my interest at one point or another making befriending people in my inner circle seems to have been striking nerves in me more-and-more lately. Whether it be former interest and certain group of friends of mine or former interests befriending OTHER former interests its fucking weird and seems to be happening all at the same time.

Pardon my whining, but I need another state to take over; any suggestions?

just had a look into 2015

I just had an epiphany of sorts and feel like I should mark it permanently on the internet for posterity.

ahem

In the year 2015; the Nike Mag will be released and might go on to be the most hyped sneaker ever. Think about it: in the actual Back to the Future where Marty McFly has on a pair it is the year 2015 which is only 5 some odd years away. Already released Nike Mag-inspired sneakers (hyperdunk and SB Pre) so why wouldn't they cash in?

They are pretty ugly from what I remember but im sure i'll buy a pair.
I see the future.

ok so

can anyone help me find the urge to get up and start my day?
thanks.

who am I?

I am a man of dreams and a man that drinks. I am a man of God and a man that drives. I am a manly man. I am a man of many hats but one head.

This is mainly for the 1 or possibly 2 people who read this to try and confuse though im sure they know who is the actual author of this already. Many when this blog goes viral (and it will, mark my words) people can come back to this.

Though that is wishful thinking.

insignificant

So now that summer is officially over I'm currently battling with this feeling of having no direction in my life. I just feel like I'm selling myself short and can't d a thing about it. The carefree lifestyle that I was living during the summer is cool and all but I'd gladly trade it in for a single constructive thing to do.

There must be more to life then being really really extremely goodlooking and I intend on finding out what that is.

realization

Well looking back at the last blog post I made it occured to me that it was posted on September 11th. Now honestly I had no idea nor what it on my mind at the time which has me torn into the following:

a. should I be disgusted that it wasn't mentioned or even in my mind at the time of the blog

OR

b. thankful that it was momentarily out of my head as that might mean that people are ready to move on (but never ever) forget the events that took place 8 years ago.

(little) Dilemmas like this take place in my head frequently, maybe I should start to share with the 3 people that read this. Though I will admit that I was happy to see a comment on the last entry.

personally

I'd love to know where all my womanizing as of late is coming from. I dont know if its the fact that I have a real girlfriend right now (who adores me by the way), if its my boyishly good looks (which i'd love to think that it is), or what. Maybe its the company I keep finally getting to me. I've always been the faithful one, but maybe depriving myself of that is what messed me up. I dont want to end up like another adult that I know who (I personally believe) never really experienced a girl that has relationship potential and just latch on because its something new and exciting. Because that would be sad.